Chung Yii, It's Alright It's OK!!!

I realize that the person who doesn't see the beauty is just another crush to tell. And he's Chung Yii, of course. I have so much things to say about him and hope I could say it to his face, even though I feel like it would be useless. He's a cold rain, and I realize that his writing was about me, but he lets me know about this. The feeling was nothing but lust. He says it's not love at all. So, okay, the say has been said and this is just what I have to say -- "It's alright it's okay." I hate to say this but knowing him is the biggest mistake in my life and I know it was fated, but I would never forgive myself for falling for him back then. It was stupid of me but hey, I'm not sorry for myself. Everything about him is just a big mistake. Besides, if we were together, we would be like, 99.99% not going to last. Because we're different. So different. And also, I don't play games with my mind or play tricks on people. He does. The way he confuses my feelings and points his finger at me (your other three fingers are pointing back at you. So you're the fault), it obviously shows that he's the mistaken identity. And here's what I said in my song about him --

You're the fault for all the guilt pasted in my heart

The only reason why I never let it tear apart

And also this --

So it just ends tonight

I hope it goes away

I'll never fall apart again oh just because you say

"You're the fault for all the guilt pasted in my heart"

The only reason why it tears apart

It's just too much

And now I'm getting stronger and I'm not regretting anything. He's nothing to me four years ago and he's nothing to me now. And forever. I won't believe anything he writes about his feelings for a girl. Because I would pretend it's someone else. No matter what he says in it, it's alright. I'm not going to open the window and pray he stands there for true. Everything involving him in my life is just too late to believe in. I had just found a suitable song for this stupidity. It's a song by Ashley Tisdale.

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It's Alright It's OK

You told me

There's no need to talk it out 'cuz it's too late

To proceed

And slowly I took your words and walked away

No looking back

I won't regret, no

I will find my way

I'm broken but still I have to say

c/o

It's alright it's OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

Alright OK

So don't you bother what I do

No matter what you say

I won't return

Our bridge has burnt down

I'm stronger now

Alright OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

You played me

Betrayed me

Your love was nothing but a game

Portrait a role

You took control

I couldn't help but fall so deep

But now I see things clear

(repeat c/o)

Don't waste your fiction tears on me

Just save them for someone in need

It's way too late

I'm closing the door!

(repeat c/o)

It's alright it's OK

Without you

I won't be sorry

The song says it all and so do my songs. I'm not sorry for saying I made a mistake by knowing him. I shouldn't have talked to him when we were fifteen. But of course -- 

"When you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them" - Taylor Swift.

Forever n Always

Hannah